Twin Flame

If you've been following me from the beginning, you've already seen me talk about twin flames. It's a vast subject that has gained a lot of traction in recent years. There's even been a documentary about it on Netflix. Many people use the subject of twin flames to make money and attract vulnerable people. There are many YouTube channels that talk about it. A lot is said on the subject, which can become an obsession if you're not careful. It's also easy to confuse a twin flame with a narcissistic pervert, so you have to be careful. If the person you're with hurts you or treats you badly, they are definitely not your twin flame.

The main reason I am writing this post is to talk to you (again) about my twin flame journey. This is, of course, my own personal experience, which is unique.

Ever since I was little, I have been convinced that there is only one man for me. It's a feeling I've never been able to explain.

In 2005, I had several dreams about a man I didn't know, but who made me feel good and safe in my dreams. These dreams were different from normal dreams. These dreams only happened in 2005.

During my spiritual awakening, I met various ‘healers’, including a couple of mediums living in Switzerland. Their energy healings were always very powerful and my vibration level was very high after receiving an healing. I remember once feeling such strong love after an energy healing, something I had never felt before and which made me happy, an unconditional love. At the time, I wondered where it came from, but now I know that I was feeling the unconditional love of my twin flame. Unfortunately, this only happened once. Another time, I was attacked by an entity and a man (his soul) came to protect me. I now know that this was also my twin flame.

A few years later, I began to feel an urgent need to return to Scotland (I had already spent 10 months there after university). I finally took the plunge. A few months after my arrival, I started seeing suggested YouTube videos on the topic of twin flames. I had never heard of twin flames before that. What I saw scared me, and honestly, I had no desire to meet my twin flame because, for me, it meant suffering. Towards the end of the year after my arrival, I began to feel a presence, and at the time I thought it was a man I had a crush on. It didn't last.

Then one day, I started a new job. At first, I was so stressed out by this new job and all the new things I had to learn that I didn't pay much attention to my colleagues. But after a few weeks, once I got used to it, I ‘opened my eyes’. The stress was gone, and that's when I ‘saw’ him. Once I opened myself up to the connection, I felt the very strong energy between us. I had never felt that with anyone else. With him, I felt safe, I felt good. I knew I was in no danger.

I didn't immediately understand that he was my twin flame, even though I had read about it. It took me almost a year to understand. In the meantime, I began my ‘dark night of the soul’. It was an extremely difficult period for me, one that is still ongoing and necessary. While I was working with my twin flame, I saw a photo of him when he was younger, and I realised that he was the one who had come to me in my dreams in 2005.

This dark night of the soul forced me to do a lot of work on myself. First, I had to work on a serious emotional dependency, then, over time, I worked on my childhood traumas. I did a lot of the healing work when I was living in Scotland, and I am continuing it now that I am back in France. The complicated family situation I find myself in since returning to France is forcing me to continue this work.

You might say, but you met your twin flame in Scotland and now you're in France, how is that going to work out? Very good question. Quite honestly, if I hadn't done all this work on myself, I would never have been able to leave Scotland. All those years of separation and no contact have been beneficial for me.

I still think about my twin flame sometimes, and sometimes I still feel him. I know he's out there somewhere, and all I want for him is to be happy and have the beautiful life he deserves. He is a beautiful person who deserves happiness and serenity.

If you think you've met your twin flame, my advice is not to watch all the videos on the subject that you'll find, because there's all sorts of nonsense out there. Try to disconnect from all that and focus on yourself. Live your life for yourself. If something is meant to happen with your twin flame, it will happen when the time is right for both of you.